GRATEFUL

I am amazed that it has taken over a year since I wrote my last post.  I know that I have struggled this last year with so many new self worth issues.  It is amazing what Satan will do to your mind to make you feel less of a person.  In the last 2 months I have really worked hard at my personal relationships with God and my family.  It took some wonderful friends of my to convince me that I truly deserved what I was given, and I would be blessed with more if I had a personal relationship with God.  One of my main hurdles has been Gratitude.  Am I thankful for what I have, who I am, and where I'm going?  Well of course I am but until I verbalized it, it didn't seem that I really meant it. So the process began and my process was simple PRAYER!  Wow something we have been taught to do as little children, I was not doing.  As soon as I opened the line of communication with my Father in Heaven, it was like all my issues weren't issues.  I'm not saying it fixed everything, but it definitely gave me a different perspective of what my life was all about, where I wanted to go, and how I was going to do it.  It gave me focus!! 

I am so blessed, and am so grateful for all the opportunities I have to be here on earth with my beautiful and amazing family.  I am so grateful for all my amazing friends and the love and advice they share with me.  I am so grateful for the relationship with my Father in Heaven, and the love he and support he gives to me.  I AM SO GRATEFUL!